i
n't breathe properly. The weight of the information cho
work. I felt suffocated and I didn't want to be in his presence.
tried to touch me, "Don't you fucking
ough me. It crawled all over my skin and
didn't me, if anything it comforted me. I could breathe properly again, I savoured the feeli
his presence ready to take my ca
every sleepless night I spent waiting for him, every meal I cooked hoping he'd acknowledge them. And worst of all,
want you to find out this way but I swear it was neve
husband to begin with." I managed to let out even though I was tremblin
I'm really sorry Ava. I should have told you, you never deserv
ith a glare, "Love? Do you even know what that means? Tell
e spot, I knew I did but I didn't care, I had no reason to
ared in anger as he spoke, "D
lisecond, surprise flashed across his fa
et us go inside and talk this out," h
d. I've never said a swear word, let alone say it to him
ied to place his hand on my s
ve," I cr
tay, even though I asked him to leave. He didn't even hesitate a bit, he just left like he alw
lls and I stood in the rain letting it be my camouflage. I didn't wa
n that che
y best