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wouldn't leave me alone. Raymond. His name was a whisper that echoed in every corner of my mind, refusing to fade
f my hand. The way he smiled-God, that smile-it used to make everything else disappear. Now it was a gh
up in my eyes, blurring my vision. My chest tightened as the pain clawed its w
it as if that could muffle the sound, but it only made the ache worse. Before long, I
the knock on the do
ce before I saw her. She and Sophie stood in t
pped, not bothering to wi
ward. "We heard yo
" I cut her off, sitting up abruptl
with Sophie. "Ava, we
way they were looking at me like I was some frag
resser and stormed out of the room, not bothering to look back. I needed air. I
ripping the steering wheel, trying to catch my breath. But no matter how much I trie
streets, hoping the movement would distract me. It didn't. I wasn't sure
ut something in me relen
ha
nd I are at this lounge. It's quiet. We thought maybe yo
thing I wanted was to be around people, but the t
ood for you to get out. N
I caved. "Fine. I'll stop b
n," Sophie said, soun
ntrast to the cold emptiness that clung to me. I s
he stool beside them. The music was soft, the kin
ght, too forced. She handed me a drink, an
ere arriving, laughter and chatter filling the air. My grip tightened on
ng a glance with Mia. "Just... a few m
spicion creeping in. "You cou
y. "It's not a party, Ava. Jus
this. Something wasn't right, and I could feel it. My patience
ough. The walls were closing in on me again, the noise,
" I muttered, sta
someone, my drink sloshing out of my g
o brush the liquid off his jacket. My hands
he grip was strong but gentle. My breath caught in my throat as I felt m
eep voice said,
ay. My eyes traveled up slowly, from the hand holdi
ym
My chest tightened, and for a moment, I forgot how to brea
a," he said, his voic
. I stood there, weak and helpless, unable to lo