r marriage, life was ex
or groceries together and f
d stories to the little one growing i
lls, popping into all the shops that sold thos
k-ups together, endlessly ad
second-hand car to take me ou
verything seeme
utiful times
age, Walter began to show a side
ing me he was meeting clients, meeting
ng with insomnia, and his late nights, someti
one on the couch, tears in my
he would
oise in the background-it
n, but 11 p.m. would pass, then midnight, and
it's end! I c
gnant belly, he felt some guilt and, with red ey
ck for you
n
keep his promise
d have him running out again, and what wa
and thought, "If you can
th me and let you expe
ds and hadn't returned by 11 p.m., I de
ndom destination, and once there, fo
a good night's sleep. But I tossed and turned all night,
ven worried if somethin
a wink, I took a cab back home, only to f
ght to his parents' house, telling them he had a late class
o leave home
wasn't out partying, he wo
would go out to get it f
would cramp, and no matter how tired
unbearable, especially
really that important, more imp
eed my own social life. Look at my friends; they have
speech
called good friends again, which only dee
end with his rep
al changes, my emotions were volatile. If i
nt and anger. I locked the door, thinking I wouldn't le
n the door with his key, he simpl
ainous wife who locked her husband out of the house, r
xt morning to question me, I was both am
day
und regret for hastil
I never thoug
p were filled with such joy, and
displeased, even angry ab
rn to the house I bought, unless
ter's parents soon helped him get a m