r

actually keeping to the deal was the problem. I

oment I clicked the door shut, I hurried to my seat. I grab

ch time, it felt different, like I w

my head on my desk. I was boiling with ra

n work. I was so disturbed and had to push a lot of the

reya?" Grace, my

't quite convinced, and I could understand her concern. It wasn't like me to keep to myself or even push my

e?" she pres

l be fine once

then end it with some happy ending." she

wil

" I was desperate to change the topic from my

g each other's lives. By the ti

to give me room to think right. I stayed

ed up and left

he spread his arms wide, waiting for me to j

Dennis! Just stop lyin

ck about what was happening." I slammed at him and I

had already settled that. I'm not cheating on y

ut

oring my love gestures and then trying to force a fight out of me." He slammed back at me an

om you? Do you know how hard it is right now to share the sam

time we f*cked?" I asked but didn't w

h*res right after work and get all the satisfaction ther

oject on the way, and it's getting all my focus and attention. I'm

ell me you have been whoring behind my back!" I didn't even know where all the words

ied, the words just kept coming, and it took a lot of willpower to yel

we can talk about this again in the morning. Maybe by then, you will be back to your senses and be able to commun

things along because you sure as hell won't be coming ba

o move out of the room?" He quizzed with

eep in the guest room tonight, then you will

your free life and space! Is that not what you've always wanted? I've decided not to be an obstacle in your way anymore, so if you make that de

ll over him, but he didn't say a word. He m

y, I scoffed and went into the cl

t of the closet. He also comes back. After all, I'm his money magnet, anothe

nt back into the room. I settled at the dressing tabl

st thirty minutes and the

myself as I turned back and stared in the direction of the door,

nose in for a long time

decided to move in

of the room would only make me believe he was actually cheating?

d went to bed. At first, I sat by th

ng hard to fight back the tears t

all so real. We've had our fair share of fights, but not once have we slept separately. Even when he storms out, or I do, we

h other wildly again. I couldn't hold back the tear

, and my hear

him everything... I would even give up my life

nis? How? What did I ever do to deser