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Chapter 4 George Vavasor, the Wild Man

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s and trousers. His wildness was of another kind. Indeed, I don’t know that he was in truth at all wild, though Lady Macleod had called him so, and Alice had asse

est. It is true that he had failed, and that he had spent a considerable sum of money in the contest. “Where on earth does your nephew get his money?” men said to John Vavasor at his club. “Upon my word I don’t know,” said Vavasor. “He doesn’t get it from me, and I’m sure he doesn’t get it from my father.” But George Vavasor, though he failed at Chelsea, did not spend his money altogether fruitlessly. He gained reputation by the struggle, and men came to speak of him as though he were one who would do something. He was a stockbroker, a thorough-going Radical, and yet he was the heir to a fine estate, which had come down from father to son for four hundred years! There was something captivating about his history and adventures, especially as just at the time of the election he became engaged to an heiress, who died a month before the marriage should have taken place. She died without a will, and her money all went to some third cousins.George Vavasor bore this last disappointment like a man, and it was at this time that he again became fully reconciled to his cousin. Previous to this they had met; and Alice, at her cousin Kate’s instigation, had induced her father to meet him. But at first there had been no renewal of real friendship. Alice had given her cordial assent to her cousin’s marriage with the heiress, Miss Grant, telling Kate that such an engagement was the very thing to put him thoroughly on his feet. And then she had been much pleased by his spirit at that Chelsea election. “It was grand of him, wasn’t it?” said Kate, her eyes brimming full of tears. “It was very spirited,” said Alice. “If you knew all, you would say so. They could get no one else to stand but that Mr Travers, and he wouldn’t come forward, unless they would guarantee all his expenses.” “I hope it didn’t cost George much,” said Alice. “It did, though; nearly all he had got. But what matters? Money’s nothing to him, except for its uses. My own little mite is my own now, and he shall have every farthing of it for the next election, even though I should go out as a housemaid the next day.” There must have been something great about George Vavasor, or he would not have been so idolized by such a girl as his sister Kate.Early in the present spring, before the arrangements for the Swiss journey were made, George Vavasor had spoken to Alice about that intended marriage which had been broken off by the lady’s death. He was sitting one evening with his cousin in the drawing-room in Queen Anne Street, waiting for Kate, who was to join him there before going to some party. I wonder whether Kate had had a hint from her brother to be late! At any rate, the two were together for an hour, and the talk had been all about himself. He had congratulated her on her engagement with Mr Grey, which had just become known to him, and had then spoken of his own last intended marriage.“I grieved for her”, he said, “greatly.”“I’m sure you did, George.”“Yes, I did — for her, herself. Of course the world has given me credit for lamenting the loss of her money. But the truth is, that as regards both herself and her money, it is much better for me that we were never married.”“Do you mean even though she should have lived?”“Yes — even had she lived.”“And why so? If you liked her, her money was surely no drawback.”“No; not if I had liked her.”“And did you not like her?”“No.”“Oh, George!”“I did not love her as a man should love his wife, if you mean that. As for my liking her, I did like her. I liked her very much.”“But you would have loved her?”“I don’t know. I don’t find that task of loving so very easy. It might have been that I should have learned to hate her.”“If so, it is better for you, and better for her, that she has gone.”“It is better. I am sure of it. And yet I grieve for her, and in thinking of her I almost feel as though I were guilty of her death.”“But she never suspected that you did not love her?”“Oh no. But she was not given to think much of such things. She took all that for granted. Poor girl! she is at rest now, and her money has gone, where it should go, among her own relatives.”“Yes; with such feelings as yours are about her, her money would have been a burden to you.”“I would not have taken it. I hope, at least, that I would not have taken it. Money is a sore temptation, especially to a poor man like me. It is well for me that the trial did not come in my way.”“But you are not such a very poor man now, are you, George? I thought your business was a good one.”“It is, and I have no right to be a poor man. But a man will be poor who does such mad things as I do. I had three or four thousand pounds clear, and I spent every shilling of it on the Chelsea election. Goodness knows whether I shall have a shilling at all when another chance comes round; but if I have I shall certainly spend it, and if I have not, I shall go in debt wherever I can raise a hundred pounds.”“I hope you will be successful at last.”“I feel sure that I shall. But, in the mean time, I cannot but know that my career is perfectly reckless. No woman ought to join her lot to mine unless she has within her courage to be as reckless as I am. You know what men do when they toss up for shillings?”“Yes, I suppose I do.”“I am tossing up every day of my life for every shilling that have.”“Do you mean that you’re — gambling?”“No. I have given that up altogether. I used to gamble, but I never do that now, and never shall again. What I mean is this — that I hold myself in readiness to risk everything at any moment, in order to gain any object that may serve my turn. I am always ready to lead a forlorn hope. That’s what I mean by tossing up every

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Contents

Chapter 1 Mr Mavasor and His Daughter Chapter 2 Lady Macleod Chapter 3 John Grey, the Worthy Man Chapter 4 George Vavasor, the Wild Man Chapter 5 The Balcony at Basle Chapter 6 The Bridge over the Rhine Chapter 7 Aunt Greenow Chapter 8 Mr Cheesacre Chapter 9 The Rivals Chapter 10 Nethercoats Chapter 11 John Grey goes to London
Chapter 12 Mr George Vavasor at Home
Chapter 13 Mr Grimes gets his Odd Money
Chapter 14 Alice Vavasor becomes Troubled
Chapter 15 Paramount Crescent
Chapter 16 The Roebury Club
Chapter 17 Edgehill
Chapter 18 Alice Vavasor's Great Relations
Chapter 19 Tribute from Oileymead
Chapter 20 Which shall it be
Chapter 21 Alice is taught to grow Upwards, towards the Light
Chapter 22 Dandy and Flirt
Chapter 23 Dinner at Matching Priory
Chapter 24 Three Politicians
Chapter 25 In which much of the History of the Pallisers is t
Chapter 26 Lady Midlothian
Chapter 27 The Priory Ruins
Chapter 28 Alice leaves the Priory
Chapter 29 Burgo Fitzgerald
Chapter 30 Containing a Love-letter
Chapter 31 Among the Fells
Chapter 32 Containing an Answer to the Love-letter
Chapter 33 Monkshade
Chapter 34 Mr Vavasor speaks to his Daughter
Chapter 35 Passion versus Prudence
Chapter 36 John Grey goes a Second Time to London
Chapter 37 Mr Tombe's Advice
Chapter 38 The Inn at Shap
Chapter 39 Mr Cheesacre's Hospitality
Chapter 40 Mrs Greenow's Little Dinner in the Close
Chapter 41 A Noble Lord Dies
Chapter 42 Parliament Meets
Chapter 43 Mrs Marsham
Chapter 44 The Election for the Chelsea Districts
Chapter 45 George Vavasor takes his Seat
Chapter 46 A Love Gift
Chapter 47 Mr Cheesacre's Disappointment
Chapter 48 Preparations for Lady Monk's Party
Chapter 49 How Lady Glencora went to Lady Monk's Party
Chapter 50 How Lady Glencora came back from Lady Monk's Par
Chapter 51 Bold Speculations on Murder
Chapter 52 What occurred in Suffolk Street, Pall Mall
Chapter 53 The Last Will of the Old Squire
Chapter 54 Showing how Alice was Punished
Chapter 55 The Will
Chapter 56 Another Walk on the Fells
Chapter 57 Showing how the Wild Beast got himself back from t
Chapter 58 The Pallisers at Breakfast
Chapter 59 The Duke of St Bungay in Search of a Minister
Chapter 60 Alice Vavasor's Name gets into the Money Market
Chapter 61 The Bills are made all right
Chapter 62 Going Abroad
Chapter 63 Mr John Grey in Queen Anne Street
Chapter 64 The Rocks and Valleys
Chapter 65 The First Kiss
Chapter 66 Lady Monk's Plan
Chapter 67 The Last Kiss
Chapter 68 From London to Baden
Chapter 69 From Baden to Lucerne
Chapter 70 At Lucerne
Chapter 71 Showing how George Vavasor received a Visit
Chapter 72 Showing how George Vavasor paid a Visit
Chapter 73 In which come Tidings of Great Moment to all the P
Chapter 74 Showing what happened in the Churchyard
Chapter 75 Rouge et Noir
Chapter 76 The Landlord's Bill
Chapter 77 The Travellers return Home
Chapter 78 Mr Cheesacre's Fate
Chapter 79 Diamonds are Diamonds
Chapter 80 The Story is finished within the Halls of the Duke
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