pte
ist of the c
inst my skin filled wit
your feet,
ryone stood up for morn
of praise and worship with their angelic
this was before my life went to s*hit. I mean pure f*ucking s*hi
her man into evil" but in my case I just w
d, and am a 17
with short dark hair dark e
k at the, orphanag
nd and funded by the "Monnest
church found me, gave me a home and took care of me and I've always been grateful
anitor duties at the church which meant cleaning and
c, the mass servers, the nun'
n whom I aspire to be one day, little did I know that my a
ne, that I spent my time attending
n end soon enough o
I stood outside when
a 64 years old nun at the
most respected tittl
other is, It's the leader of the convent, th
age where I lived so everyone pretty mu
day mo
ith a sl
s something I wish t
t is
ed cu
egal age to stand on your own. And the orphanage will no longer
my heart ski
e else to go no one
she shoo
f things. you have been at the orphanage since you were a child, and
could h
if you find a Job t
took a step closer patting
gonna get thrown
y home and family and no
then I will deal w
ce spoke as I raised
hape with silver long hair, having
em, she was ruthless, strict even amongst
ill admired her and fro
what am I going to do the orphana
s leaving the church I we
by like a breeze, with dinn
ceiling I asked my self one question, what's m
feeli
rom below my b
gue
epl
ng on yo
be taking care of me anymor
jumped up f
did you do s
, but it's okay I will
I exhale
onna happen to me w
o feet we could live together or something maybe start
as he c
about Abigail, hav
N
my smile
is Ben, he's like a little b
ail, she used t
ge together one day and start a life afresh till two
nnestary, we don't even
teract with nun's, even a conv
a child's d
e this from
e of bread in half and
punished when mother fi
d tak
out besides you can't th
I smirked t
before I drifted off
nd
m rang loudly waking
the Reverend mother
for pr
before wa
ading out to the dining room where th
ual, we prayed and right
ithful my life
hores when "Moth
o chi
t to me as I turned
o mot
ile as she hande
t is
as I t
nestary. The priest to be exact. H
and in his office in exchange he's agreed to to feed, accommodate and offer y
oking r
my heart swelled in joy as I
God Yes!!!!! this
led her closer
hi
ut to me as
so s
ing away fr
to serve the Church, this i
lled with
ept the pri
ked on
es , ye
u can become an Acolyte you have to eat "holy communion". But he's ag
U SO MUCH, THIS IS A REAL
s always been my dream and for once in my
ould get your things ready
y th
closely as I rush
and began stuffing them i
ent is no My life I'v
took off to look for Ben,
me leaving but I promised
I grabbed my things and
ch where people came to worship. The second was the nunnery, where the nu
ome an Acolyte I was to
around the Church
onk quarters. The church didn't have any monk so I was given a cell there and was
and I have to head down to the large bath house and to
ind, this has always
ling into the Nunnery. I've never had anyone given me
:
all the nun's seated ready to have dinner I look
then I remembered talking to th
ad the cook dished me a plate then I went to a ta
d all but having someone to
and I could hear the nun's taking about a boy
night I went str
id i
d and soon drift
es
:
I got up from my bed got dressed and l
Monnestary going abou
ould
approach one of the nun
osed to help if I can'
exhaled in d
o Chi
me as I turned around
orning
with
ely, you should get ready
ost forgot it'
h my memor
dressed we both le
hurch as we
e priest stood at the alte
I aspire to be one day som
end mother, is
fat
ith a bow
asure to me
sa
ise your head and
smilin
Acolyte direct servant of the pr
fat
ile knowing my life woul
and given the holy communion, before b
which signaled the
church to attend to her
anointed Acolyte, you will
happy birt
ch sir, and for t
d the reward would be even greater. Don't forget at exa
of the day off e
he church. I went back to the orphanage a
n till ex
he church for evening
and knocked when h
id, I was
usheri
r for keepin
as he clos
s time for
ason I was confused I mean
he key lock
kay f
eling a b
f your c
rt skipped a beat I mea
u want my clothes
totally
e as he took it off ge
way as his
han a nobody, you have no name, yo
owly crumbled before my eyes. I couldn't beli
property, my s
a step
of you, as long as you pleas
d for my cheek softly rubb
to comprehend what th
away from
your self shouldn't be saying this. Am not ev
could finish he raised
r with a bruis
n't have a choice. You are an orphan, left to rot, I picked you up and ma
and he began beating th
ase stop! i
ault on me hitting me harder and ha
vered in bruises, tryi
is isn't real I must
he pulled me up and pinning me
a woman, to pleasure
d softly in
my clothes and
, I just laid down and
dream, it's the only
er do this. He's a kind hearted
his dic*k forceful thrus
a good little bo
r my hair and holding m
any bad bread and this was my reality, I wasn't gonna
not a woma
g to break free b
from behind, as I screame
! The best little sq
asure in his eyes going hard
make
ent in his eyes, slamming and bury
me as he pushed
r some reason my en
ver me pan
erate and of course meet my needs
ere drooling from my
ook me to the door as
oor, slowly loos
passing by father's office wit
el
tly laying nud
their little group
mpse of hope as sh
...
g on my face bef
d my self, what kind
h
tin