The Weight
ey's
w my hand at it with a lot of force. It was the start of an
asleep beside me, his dark hair
window the resemblance that had once
made my stomach twist with nausea, a daily occurrence tha
ching my dreams and plans in life disappear under the guise of raising a child I'd
nched his nose, a telltale sign that he
ce still sounding hoars
t I got out of bed be
conference today," I said, my voice c
lightly before he fixed it into a neut
ernoon off so I could
throom door. "That won't be
valuation since they moved him to the
irritation that was growing underneath my skin. It had b
t you
wed the hot water to run though my bod
at I was looking forward to. It was wha
y high school sweetheart had settled back in this town from abroad. He was recently divorced and had full custody of h
y as I let myself mask in it f
Damon was gone from our shared bedroom, a
nversation with Oll
. He was also the man who'd ruined my life by looking too
y figure for the one man that I wanted and tra
the kitchen table, his fingers holding a glass of orange ju
-grade level, his intelligence another re
" he said without lo
he was at the stove, but he said no
st already. I'd always insisted that O
conference?" I asked, as
. "Dad helped me prepare a case file
in what he was saying. I checked my phone,
ing you this afternoon.
o meet David and Charlie after Ollie's conference, under the guise
d time with the man who was still the
king up from my coffee. "I'm showing an ol
of Ollie before turning to me, his expressi
ne I
ng his face for any reaction. "Y
aid stiffly as I c
sipped my coffee, still staring at him, maintainin
le in after a long time away," he sai
replied, emphasizing on the last word after my
s head still no
u want
drunk coffee cup in th
onference was schedu
minutes early, parking my car ne
riving before me despite the fac
lassroom-Damon was in his work suit, Ollie beside him, also dressed in his scho
id, looking surprised a
derstandable as I had missed a lot of events befor
ere," I said sti
d I wo
face as he spoke. "Mrs. Henderson is almost through with anoth
tood some distance away from
d see David sitting opposite Mrs. He
p, as he saw me through the glass. He smiled, raising a ha
ked , following my eyes as he star
ring to hide my happines
with Charlie was scheduled to take place as well just as how I had
r since that mistake that night ago. Why shoul
vid came out with Charlie, his sm
happily. "What a p
to him as I said. "David.
h he would mask his pain to pretend it didn't hurt. Deep down I wa