ian'
into the apartment,
expensive cologne mixed with vanilla perfume. It was the energy,
k a cautious step forward. The TV was off. The
t gig
oan
sted as my pul
that
that
I pushed the bed
re they
nt years loving, trusting
e. My best
angled in my sheets
the covers up to her chest, as if mo
eath, scrambling upright,
lurred. A part of me wanted to scream, to throw something, to
A dry, hollow sound th
o step toward
s sharp enough to sl
ll some pathetic excuse, but I cut her of
urling into fists. "Get your things
n, plea
ow
g in his head, probably calculating whether he coul
lked out, slamming the door
er in shots of tequila. The betrayal, the pain, the years wasted on a man
d an es
s when I
that locked onto mine like he could see
knew exactly what
n. "Buy me
Only if you let me ta
. "Whiske
d up at the cor
I took a slow sip, my
ight?" h
hy laugh. "Someth
s and clinked it against mine. "To
g something stir inside
I murmured, tak
ween us again, but it wasn't
h for me to catch the warm scent of col
said, his voice smooth, deep, unrushe
se ski
grab my wrist or act li
e me a
golden eyes that held not only curiosity, bu
time that night, I
ass down. "
. He helped me with my coat, his fingers brushin
e said, walking to the bar in
. "I think I've
glass of bourbon before turning to
inke
voice. "You don't owe me anything because you came here. If you want to
ath hi
ce I sensed, he was
a hand on his chest, feeling the warmth be
ers grazing her hip, slow, deliber
se pou
sed to bei
used to
gaze, steady
you to k
n, capturing my lips in a
wandered witho
ps coa
own my back, gripping my waist
shaky brea
when he deepened the k
on't think ab
won't fee
I choose
th of his hands as they settled on my waist, s
e I
broken than I w
w, I didn't
w, I fel
h hot against my skin. A shiver ran through me, and I
he murmured, his voice deep and st
want him
ted m
op," I wh
st as he lifted me effortlessly,
s golden eyes searching mi
l oka
him every step of the way, it sent a different kind of h
g for him, pulling him clo
all he
every inch of me. His hands roamed my body with the same care
ad, he took a moment to look at me
murmured, running a
had ever looked at me like that before, not like I w
king his time as if he wasn't in a hurry to get anyw
highs. His touch was firm as if he knew this wasn't just about pleasure,
me, my back arched, a gas
easure until I was trembling beneath him, my fingers gripp
, his voice like velv
I di
g, and for the first time in a long time, I d
me, his lips claiming mine again, swallowing my
his breath heavy, his eyes locke
him as he filled me, stretchin
into his shoulders as he
mured against my lips. "I cou
s words, at the unexpec
want tend
d to fo
red, my fingers threading throug
, and the next thrust was deeper, ha
me feel every inch of him. But as my body responded, as I wrapped
e urgent, more desperate, as if he
breathing, whispered curses, t
in, sharp and insistent, building u
ar, his voice thick with need. There was som
ke before,
rippling through me in waves so
ng before he collapsed against me, both o
at night, I wasn't th
years, I let myself
led in the sheets and his warmth,
even know
t ruined me fo
*
, reality hit me
the office, regretting every tequila
worker, smirked as she pa
-lipped smile. I
temples. Maybe I could survive the
g caught my attention, followed by the
nd my breath caug
o
no,
uldn'
it w
t. The man whose name I had
it, looking effortlessly pow
fice stood up as
bos
just slept wit