l
onger than beer,loneliness, regret, the weight of a long workweek. I wiped the counter for what felt like the hundredth time, mindlessly working my
I had dreams of more of creating something bigger than this if only I had the chance. But for
n fighting for as long as I can remember. Fighting to survive, to keep the lights on, to prove I can stand on my own. Orphaned young, lif
I didn't think much of it at first it just another wanderer, just another man l
couldn't place it at first, but there was something about the way he moved like he was carrying a weight far heavier than his expensi
, and the rest of the worl
he kind of look you gave when everything had gone wrong, when the world had
e, locked in a silent understanding that seemed to stretch between
rough, almost too soft, like
hadn't taken a seat yet, standing at the bar with an unsettling stillness. I couldn't help but feel the tension in the ai
they couldn't outrun. But there was something magnetic about him, something that pulled me in against my will. Maybe it was th
al. It was a pointless introduction. I already
flicking from my eyes to my lips, the
ng I couldn't quite grasp. But then he drained his glass in one go, setting it down on t
pped, and all that remained was the darkened bar and the two of us in it. He leaned a little closer, the smell of his
e, "Do you ever wonder what it would be like to just le
ords hung in the air like a challenge. Something in me something deep inside yearned for exactly that. To
it much," I said, my
g the ice in his empty glass. "I came here because I needed to forget
rstood him, in a way I hadn't understood anyone in a long time. Life had a way
ere for a conversation or some deep emotional connect
s. His pain was almost tangible, a weight
s eyes back to
want to for
answer r
ights. For a second, I thought he might not say anything at all. Then he le
at the edges. "The lies. The betrayal. The
e it
night whiskey. A woman. Of course. But it wasn't
" I e
e drink like it held all the
to build an empire. Instead, she shattered it. She started l
Tha
It was betrayal soaked in silence and whiskey. I stayed quiet, because
ked, softly, "And wh
ft. "Because it's quiet. Because you didn
ew he was just a random stranger, someone I'd never s
time in ten minutes. I'd meant to kick him out an hour a
re," I said, leaning on the bar
around the edges but ge
I decided to keep his company. We fell into easy conversatio
bartender into a philosopher?" I joked, gr
row. "Deep thoughts
the world's problems while eve
head. "I like that. Even
hrugged. "Maybe
untered with a story about forgetting his phone at a gala and nearly boarding the wron
so hard he nearly spilled his drink. His shoulders shook, and for a momen
s brightened, signaling the real last call. I s
or, but my legs betrayed me. My vision blurred and the
orward but
adied me against the counter. "Hey," He mur
ot. "I-sorry. I forgot how li
sed me down. "Here," he said, sliding a
w sip. The cold water stung my throat, and I felt my
t the small of my back. "You scared me," he admi
," I said, more hushed this time. "I
d, voice soft but firm, like he was
om his touch still ling
n I meant to. Maybe the alcohol was still doing cartwheels in my b
half-letting each other lean in for balance
h of cold water. I blinked up at the moon,
e it a hundred times before. When it rolled to a stop
wasn't sure I was ready for
iet hum of the cab I leaned back into the seat, my head resting against the cold windowpane. The city lights bl
it, my eyes
im calling me,soft, coaxing. A hand gentl
ontrol. But in that moment, I felt happy like I was wrapped in som
sense. Maybe a number. Maybe a dream. Maybe a
ath, low and surprised. "