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bed but I know it's no use. Juliet wants to hear a

" she plops into my bed, poking the s

k so tired, I bet Coleman w

y images of last night

my core and I feel something

g about sex with Aaron

Eva. How

urn over to

t them to concentrate on my breathi

ne," I say weakly as my v

by fingers, splaying them o

ound happy about

t. I am not h

art hammering against my chest hours after he

s and dirty words he'd whispered into my ear had made me

aron has never been in a relations

nd bounces off. T

nt with me just because he

a weary breath as I curve my body in a w

ns somber as Julie

talk ab

. We fucked and he was as am

g? I thought you

em, Jules," I bit

turning me every which way last night, I

s," Juliet s

s your first guy and that's expected. A

lap. She's right but my

t Aaron but my heart doesn

e best thing. Good thing I've blo

after he slept off?" Ju

r thighs, my throat feeling

eans we won't be seeing him

the lobe of my right ear

fine? De

nd life is finally abo

one of the best years of my life. I had to learn how to

d me that she'd love to publish a

words, a thought s

rom Juliet's lap as my eye

out it!" I exclaim, li

round the room, probably wondering if we're b

nto a grimace as s

you're goi

Aaron...and me," I

scoots closer, places the b

ot runnin

much to her

t," I answe

es her hand as she considers me with a

ked once but...I've been meaning to write a book and I think now is the

ve been trying to say. She strokes her ch

t over..." she waves her hands randomly between u

owing my hands aro

ucky to h

going to write the book with or w

ing much better than I was whe

to have you too

om while I get out my

roper plot structures or chapter by

a whim went on to become a

ome back to hunt me years later whe