home wa
steepled in front of his mouth. His gaze remained fixed on the window, though E
s plo
lway
ed at the club still lodged in her chest, a searing humiliation she hadn't managed to so
ing with me for
ugh her head like
ching from holding back every s
aged to say at last, her
her direction. "That,"
d. "Of the fact that I belong to you now? That I'm just som
and inscrutable. "Yes," he said flatly.
em or
the shadow of his smi
ike he knew things she didn't, like he held all the strings a
ered, though both of them
d an eyebrow
t. That is not the sa
, Elena. I do not need your soul. I w
wanting to ask, but h
your sur
-
of the mansion a few m
ned her to follow. She trailed him along the cold marble halls,
o the bedroom where she had woken that morning,
e, indicating she should pass thr
, the floor a glossy black stone. One large window overlooked the back gardens, where shadowed hedges d
mate. More person
from now on," Lucien said,
yes narro
se I'm tired of playing pretend like
eful step. "What ar
pace in a bed, Elena. You're here because I want to know how far
tiff. "I
. "That night, you ruined everything. My name.
girls had teased her, the way Lucien had appeared so small, so out of place at that party... the way they'
ith the repercussions in front of h
" she breathed.
" he amended. "A
ide. "So this i
ould feel the warmth of him. "No, Elena. This
gh fear was wrapping around the base
not move much.
-
e next morn
bers. A breakfast tray sat on the coffee table-fruit, eggs, toast
e gardens were spread out under a thin mist, ghostly and beautiful. She could i
er
d accept-that there was anywhere she might go that h
away as the
toned at the collar, sleeves rolled to his elbows.
g at first. Ju
look-the one th
n't eat,
not h
ed breakfast. "That's unfortuna
" she aske
ed inside. "
tated, but
ore. Below the top floors. The hall was dark, lit by only golden sconces e
front of a la
pushed
enter, and two chairs. There were bookshelves against the walls, leather-bound books stacked in macabre perfection. Against one wall, a sh
er file a
e?" she aske
r directly. "This is
ed for he
ained s
lder, sliding it across the table. He opened it g
the first page
d softly, "is
pped t
photo. "Is what I be
curled h
teen. Blood on his face. Gaping c
this version of him.
know," she
voice like a knife.
ile in front of
don
ad
ents from his stay in juvenile detention. He had been committed. Assessed. Sued as a ri
ly emotionally. Legally. Soc
was unabl
ever been. "You don't get to apologize. Not ever. Not now. Y
yes filling with tears. "Th
ant you to suffer with what you've done. I want you to w
et, her hands formed into fists.
turned. "I a
na was certain-the real