o have kept
leams in Cole Hartman's keen blue eyes. Thick flakes spinning against the large windows characterise the outside sheet-like
get to tell me what to do, Cole." I cross my arms, yet even then
inute we appear to be in the past-before all went wrong. Before I lost myself into a ma
us complication I did not need. After my divorce and after losing myself fully, I should have learnt to ke
ble than ever. He is not the same person I grew up knowing from Pinehaven. That
e growing between us and murmur, "You
roaches. Rory, you don't
ng need I previously felt for him have gone towards forgetfulness. But being here in front of him
distance and add, "You're wrong." "I know just e
ting off my sensitivity. Why then,
n though the reality is more complicated. Once he came back into
r, yet it's enough to get him to stop. His eyes darken, and for a minute I see r
gently softening. "I was almost r
us is neither of which we can ignore. But the silence is shattered before ei
light accentuates the swirling snow even if nothing is there. exactly th
ies My voice tight,
window. "I'm not confident," Although his voice i
e investigat
away from me. "Stay straight her
the words stop in my mouth as he gets closer to the door, and I find myself
pproach of guiding my views. Above all, though, I lost the way my body
for the door; my footsteps o
a faltering voice.
ignore the way my mind rushes with every shadow, every sudden movement far away. I should stay
or, I jump when somethin
shadow-someone-
dering in my
. But the storm drowns me; above the
e door opens abruptly. "Get away from the window," he
s I look about for the noise sour
shiver down my back. He seems tight. His voice is tightly constrained and bri
I'll explain later." Still
swirl and for a few seconds my thoughts fly with questi
e loud, sudden sound of a
tage ev
d I hear a door slam clo
he tempest, low and men
't hide. I'll b
s and my hear
ing outside; and nowhere to escape th
vertheless, his blue eyes appear to be full of something I cannot name. eve