ya
another woman while I la
rts with me being the perfect housewife who thought love mea
?" I called out sweetly from the kitchen, balancing three heavy plates in my ar
ch drop. Mrs. Fredrick appeared in the doorway like a storm cloud, her gray ha
arp enough to cut glass. "Did you just
et the plates down on the counter
ume. "You are nothing but a lazy, worthless housewife. The only job we gave you in this h
kept my voice calm. "I'm sorry,
hing his game?" She pointed a bony finger at my face. "No wonder Bernard looks so tir
ner, the volume of the TV loud enough that I knew he could hear every word
ered, lowering my eyes.
burning shame that had become my constant companion. I wiped my hands on my apron an
lue dress I'd bought last month with money I'd saved from the grocery budg
y when he walked into t
aking his head in disgust. "You l
es, and I wondered when I'd stopped recognizing the woman in the mirror. I used to have dreams once. I used to paint and laugh an
while my mind drifted to darker places. This was my life. This was all I was good for. At twent
everything changed because I discovered a secret that shatter
t because you have to understand how completely I tru
lways. "Vanya! Want to come shopping with Bernard and me? There's
join us for a girls' shopping trip, but I was so grateful for a
ard carried her bags and complimented her choices. I walked behind them like a shadow, watchi
y with evening shoppers rushing to their cars. We were halfway across
arly distracted by his phone. Tracy and Bernard were walking ahe
think. I
path of the speeding car. The last thing I remembered wapped in bandages. The room was dimly lit, and machines beeped softly around
weakly, my throat dry
membered the accident. "Are they okay? Please tell m
u saved their lives. They're both right here in the waiting area. You've been unc
They were safe. That was all that mattered. I had done the right t
ked, trying to push my
k down. "In a few minutes. Let
ple I loved most in the world. I could hear their voices drifting in from the
uld make out what they were saying, a
of that car," Tracy's voice was filled with cruel laugh
ast now we don't have to sneak around for a few days while she reco
hat I saw next destroyed everything I thought I knew ab
passionately, right there in front of my hospital room d