my fiancé, Mark, told me my only job was to look beautiful. For ye
rheard them on a forgotten baby monitor. They were discu
t just to calm
ceremony before sending me to
Birthday" banner and turn my reception into a lavish party for my nephew. My enti
ow I knew the horrifying truth: they weren't just ignoring
r had left me one last
Thorne, with the words "Unconventiona
and a silk robe, and walked away from my life, leaving them to cl
pte
ith the cloying scent of a thousand white lilies and the faint, sharp tang of hairspray. Outside the grand, floor-to-
was a heavy, liquid coolness against my skin, its intricate beadwork catching the light and fracturing it in
Clara. Jus
red against my ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage of bone and lace. This was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. Everyone kept saying so. My mot
oom, her own dress a whisper of dove-grey chiffon. She smelled of Chanel No. 5 and quiet dis
ray curl near my temple. The touch was meant to be comforting, but it felt li
n't show her she'
I managed, my voice
houlder to catch her own reflection. "All brides get them. Just
one's expectations. Mark had called it a 'charming little wobble.' My mother had called it an embarrassment. They bo
e was everything I wasn't: effortlessly confident, radiant, the mother of a cherubic little boy, Leo, who w
r voice like honey laced with arsenic.
iar, hot flush of inadequacy. She was the daughter my mother al
d, holding out the flute. The bubbles danc
That phrase. A ver
ushed." She turned to me. "Now, I'm just going to check on the final arrangements
n the fragrant, suffocating silence with Isabe
fter today, everything will finally settle down. We can have a proper celebration
was in the main ballroom. Was she implyin
abelle," I said, my voic
ourse, silly. I just mean... well, once all this fuss is over. Mark has been
worries about
blem to be managed. Mark wasn't marrying a partner; he was acqui
fulness. He looked handsome in his tuxedo, his dark hair perfectly coiffed. But
er and kissed my cheek, his lips dry and brief. He smelled of expensive cologne
ightly. "Isabelle was just saying... a
yance crossed his face before being smoothed away. He shot a dar
ers like ice. "Clara, darling. Don't do this. No
sperate rush. "It feels like everyone is looking straight thro
sed when I was being 'difficult.' "You're overwrought. It's the stress. Why do you
into an accusation, make me the villain of my own story. My conce
y. "Just smile, look beautiful, and walk
amiliar, hollow ache. He kissed my forehead and left, leaving
nt smirk before following him out.
orners of my eyes, and I blinked them back furiously, refusing to ruin the mak
ne today: a small, silver locket from my grandmother. She was the only one who had ever seen me, really seen me.
cold and sharp, lanced through me. I emptied the purse onto the sil
t in the small, antique wooden box she'd left me, for
nd pulled out the small, cedar box. The familiar, comforting scent of the wood fille
else was. Tucked beneath the velvet lining, a place I had never looked b
e, stark business card. It was made of a heavy, mat
ne Industries. Uncon
faded but the handwriting unmistakably my grandmother's.
t. The message was short, a li
re ready to ch
the imposing name. Julian Thorne. I didn't know who he was, but
the first time all day, I felt a flicker of something other than despair. It