y mother's anger, pa

eyes and bit

e meat slid down my esophagus, it f

g pain was

ect the small piece of

telling myself to en

ightly pressed lips and placed th

n, if she won't

igh

thetic

yfully with them, leaving them with a f

ey might hate m

ngrily, and her chewing

ng at me, a headache surged

have had another child back then... " my

lurted out without thinking, "Di

ith a second child. To nurture the pregn

hs, the male fetus

rst pregnancy usually wasn't an issue, but the chances

iscarriage, my mom cam

to take me home and ra

ce, twisted my ear, and thr

ed, and dried corn rained down o

pull me out; she j

ther had your instincts and made it as the first child, h

me out of the corn pile, my face was p

ut my mother didn't glance at me an

to her side, leaving me in th

ve my mother

he table, weepin

r side, trembl

ents and brother, and now you want to anger Aunt and Uncle to death too? Will tha

hed and unnec

ly first, preventing my youn

er, had a scandalous personal life, and wante

le, aunt, and cousin died in a car accident while tr

ut I survived despite b

't greeted with my mot

ube, removed my IV, and sl

the family name and legacy are gone! Why

I wished it had

uggling on, even if my life

ndured for so

d on you, tru