A whimper echoed in my mind, so faint it was like the last breath of a dying flame. It was my wolf, Lyra.
I lifted my head, my face ashen. My voice, when it came out, was eerily calm. "So there's nothing? No cure?"
He shook his head, the movement slow and final. The pity in his pale blue eyes was almost harder to bear than the diagnosis itself. "A rejected Mating Bond is a severed root. Your wolf dies first, Elara. Then, your life force follows."
He leaned forward, his old hands clasped on the wooden desk. "It's a slow process, but it is irreversible. Like a flower denied the sun and water."
My gaze fell back to the scroll. The words seemed to burn into my retinas: *The Withering Curse.*
Ryker Blackwood's face flashed in my mind, his obsidian eyes as cold and unforgiving as a winter night. His voice, a deep, resonant baritone that should have been my comfort, was instead the sound of my execution. *"I, Alpha Ryker Blackwood, reject you, Elara Thorne, as my mate."*
A sharp, physical pain shot through my chest, a brutal agony that felt like my bones were splintering. I gasped, pressing a hand to my sternum, fighting to stay upright.
I would not break. Not here.
Taking a shaky breath, I forced myself to my feet.
"You need rest," Dr. Vance said, his concern palpable. "I can give you some herbs for the pain."
"No," I said, my voice quiet but firm. "Thank you, Elias. But no one can know about this."
The authority in my tone, the ingrained command of an Alpha's daughter, made him pause.
"But your father, Alpha Alaric..."
"My father is on the border, dealing with rogue attacks," I cut him off, the words tasting like ash. "He cannot be distracted. My pack... the Silvermoon Pack... cannot afford a moment of instability because of me."
My mother had taught me that a Luna's first duty was always the stability of the pack. My own life was a small price to pay for that.
I reached out and picked up the deadly scroll. My hand was steady now, fueled by a cold, desperate resolve.
I met his gaze, letting him see the plea in mine. "Promise me, Elias. For our people."
He stared at me for a long moment, then his shoulders slumped in a heavy sigh of defeat. He nodded, his expression grim.
Clutching the scroll, I turned and walked toward the door. Each step was a fresh wave of agony.
*Are we... are we going to die?* Lyra's voice was a whisper in the back of my mind.
*Yes,* I answered her silently. *But we are going to die quietly.*
I pushed open the heavy wooden door of the clinic. The cool night air hit me, rich with the scent of pine and damp earth. It was the scent of my power, of my life-a life that was now draining away like sand through my fingers.
I didn't go back to the pack house. Instead, I followed a narrow path behind the clinic that led to a small, gurgling creek.
I knelt by the water's edge, my reflection a pale, haunted ghost under the moonlight.
My hand didn't shake as I pulled a lighter from the small pocket of my dress. I touched the flame to the corner of the moon-grass scroll.
It caught instantly, a soft hiss as the ancient words curled into black ash. The gentle glow faded, consumed by the fire.
I held it until the last ember died, then opened my hand and let the ashes drift into the flowing water. They swirled once, then were carried away, leaving no trace.
The act seemed to drain the last of my strength. My legs gave out, and I crumpled onto the damp earth.
The dam of my composure finally broke. A wave of pure, undiluted despair washed over me, and I curled into a tight ball, my body wracked with silent, convulsive shudders.