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n't ready for anything beyond kissing yet. I was still scared. My job mean

is. I have everything to lose. I wish I had someone to talk to about this, but sadly I don't. I p

ork just made me think of Jacob. I needed to look for another job.

't be happy about this, but I needed to focus on what I needed. A few places looked promises

Blame it on my really bad childhood. We moved so much and

ife be like that. I never wanted to be like her. Jacob was a distraction I couldn't

ing and needing money. No, I could never be like that. I needed to get as far away