a Ma

nto me to weaken my lycan, before he shifts. Every full moon I lose control over my lycan. Being

can take on a few alphas at once. Most of the t

own pack members. My Beta Alex cl

. We'll see you in t

d rather not refurnish the pac

ve and stronger. He hasn't spok

says, reassuringly. I nod and watch them leave. I'm feeling a bit groggy from the wolfsbane. I sit star

body. I shift into Chaos and let out a ferocious r

hains in anger and agitation. Hours pass, and he is sti

but I want you to know I'm here. I fee

another terr

os. I won't give up l

I will find her m

I have control again! I argue. Another fero

ff when you keep waking them u

elves and I shift back into human form. I mind-li

I ask Alex, and he s

Do you want the tru

the nicer an

says, with a n

then,' I say,

oken numerous times by horrific howls,'

her and scared her

ou can't help it,' A

d door and removes the cuff

ng me a map of every pack hou

s your plan?

find my m

ry pack was at your gathering

you implyi

te might not

rls, and takes a swipe

ttack him. After a few minutes, I'm back in contro

trol of Chaos too

e out. I grab him by the neck

again! Otherwise, Chaos will be the least of your wo

drops to the ground in

map today!' I

ts, and get into the shower. I lean my head a

ave sent all of their unmated females to th

it pants, and black shoes, I walk to the kitchen

rry if Chaos disrupted

a Max!' She says, a brig

rupt my night any time you

ss blessed me with you

ady who worked for my parents be

leep takes that away from her. She is probably t

akfast?' She asks

g, Beth. I've got a lot of

big lunch then,' she s

will be fin

my large chair at my desk

Alpha Max,

s Alex found the map yet?

something happen Alpha Max? He se

ain. Alex knocks on my door, and Nathan pulls up a chair for him, and we spen

has of these packs and tell them we will be staying with th

to make sure they can have you locked up and secure e

e coming with me Nathan, and twelve of my best pack warriors. A

n to have me. Some even refuse to have me at first

ice with a massive

e all say, grabb

e from, boys,' she says, wi

ha Max?' Alex asks, his m

like to get some good travel in bef

ors to pack and be ready t

hey are a bit too happy when I tell them I might be gone for weeks or even months. I remi

approachable and yell less. Then t

struggle to stay calm. My lycan doesn't care for

take control of me, the pack members

t is mine! To mark her, hold h

ng and speaking like that? I highly doubt she will warm up to you. An

conversation so I can't talk to him. It's time