u

or myself because I feel that

alled me lucky . the docto

remember what happened I just remember waking up in

me .but for Seungsoo and my stepdad it just meant another reason to laugh at me

n't really trust her that much .she's just there for me when my stepdad goes too far or when I would

t much but enough knowing that there were people .. even

g from some stupid disease that causes pain or makes me wonder every

are .. .. i-i'd rather not talk about it .. it still hur

ple of times while cle

.well .Eunji had given me some bread secretly .and I enjoyed it .but what I was carving for was something to drink .I feel dry inside super dry .I

are it again

ld be

me a disgusted look as I wa

the compliment you

my locker ... pretty much the onl

would have laughed too because they actually came earlier to school with a

class starts so I can as well tr

akd

ngh

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colors .I stop cleaning when my head suddenly pouds really painfully I swallowed feeling my dry mouth, the

sick now too or what !? that's the last thing I need I'm alre

g my locker because I knew I was going t

just don't think that it's hard for me to understand ,gosh I really am

't care... I e

I mean I felt awful this morning, but I feel like it's just getting

could drink from the sink in t

fit and I couldn't stop, my body shook, and my back was hurting so bad

mething t

who it was since I quick turned away trying to stop coughing as I swallow

talking

y if I get sick and if this is just the start then how am I supposed to survive the week last

'm talking

not talkin

ck

h me ? ,I quickly covered my mouth in shock .tha

se he grabbed my collar and slammed me against the locker

freak open his mouth,

feeling kind of dizzy n

hun and of Corse .. Jongin .because they were simply outstanding in my mind, but

and I really tried to breath so bad, but it wasn't easy whe

a while now and I'm just starting to feel so so thirsty .I tried to move that thought back

omething cold to drink or

a tight grip onto his wrist of the hand he had on my neck . I got numb I feel we

is lips move and the others laugh but I couldn't really

here was a little hole that little hole had the form of a heart .I've seen hearts lik

tly

kes pink

lor pink ? how did

the f

.and I felt my glasses slow

. g-gl

ht position .I am loo

ngin look

y back hu

so white .is t

ackground ? I just wanted to give

t that I

leep want to

m see you in

-

as my eye

around

imediantly turn

khyun beak .. " He told me

dry mouth still . as if tha

I gladly took .I didn't care w

h as I could down my thr

cough once more screaming in

at every

nd I winced slightly as I l

o confused .all I can remem

appened

ttle on the table besides the bed . this was actually the nurse's offic

was I suppos

d me on m

at him more closely he had red

he c

et and I know he had cried .I should feel guilty or sad myself because of

back then so there were just the guilty looks of Eunj

you list

ng my eyes getting watery as I

rry I didn

e back patt

didn't mean to yell " he chuckl

thanks for alwa

.as he looked over me .and I adjusted my glasses

ou're still

estions at that and he

had a cold that mixed didn

why I felt

id you should

hing and he grabbed my hand again

when you were laying there on the ground? I don't k

art s

it I did see

ing shit

t stare at Baekhyu

grinned opening

t drawing something on it as always and you said it wasn't a big deal so I just stopped at luahns locker and talked to him more .when Jongin also came around the c

when they turned to him I saw you looking pale and staring into space

nteresstin

sitting cl

thinking t

w ? I remember someone pinning me agai

ards you yelling at them to stop .he looked angry though "he gig

ddenly fell back " oh yeah I felt m

ainted I pleaded to Jongin to help me get you to the nurse and he did .kyu

arried

l sty

ce in the pillow .omg he must think I'm f

cute you hear me. your head was in the crouch of his neck and

prince I guss " he w

d up even more at

at this means

the pillow as

need to meet him