I

a

ven listen

artled as I looked at Jessica, the

mbled an apology

't. My mind was somewhere else. I couldn't tell how long she h

d a look on her face like she would like to snap and yell at me if I wasn't her employer. She had been talking for the past twenty

er to meet me in my office for review. Why would I do that when I knew that she wasn't listening

g my hands through my hair in exa

Asides her being my employee, she was one of the clos

e problem?"

that I was attracted, undeniably attracted to a lady who dances at the strip club that I had just been to? She wouldn't underst

re was no way that she would understand how

and sat at the back because I was not sure of what I would find there and I didn't want my face to be id

ted. I had finally realized why Lucas had referred to it as top-not

it had shot up through my veins all the way to my groin and I

woman as she continued dancing, twerking her waist and working herself

see more of her moves. The more she danced, the harder I got and

interested in work and never seemed attracted to a lady that I had no doubt t

to capture this moment to show them that I wasn't gay

sies had finally resurfaced to life and I wanted to have them them all with her. I wanted to

that I held in my hand when I had realized that I was jealous of

id you become like thi

her eyes when she moved forward to bow to the audience. She had intelligent eyes and I was dr

t for her was more than a reaction. I was curious about her

club yesterday and shocked myself with the disappointing feeling that

that she was still around if I wanted to see her. Of course, I wanted to see

w I was. If I wanted something, I went after it without caring of wh

k outside after her show. It was from her that I had learnt the name of t

eet name for

n't find anyone else. Had the waitress lied to me? Had she gone home without anyone knowing? But t

was looking for and why I wasn't in the club. I had blushed at being seen as a nuis

or Anabel. His eyes had immediately darkened as I mentioned her name and he had told me that she wasn't to be disturbed. I had

elieve till now was that I had met and she had rejected me. Damn, that was as shocking as hell. Was she kidding? She

d like I was worth her attention. How could she have had the nerve to reject me? It wasn't that I was looking down

about. I wished I could ask Jessica about it but she wouldn't understand. She would

n a million years. Asides that, she would be curious and I didn'

to keep dearly to my heart un

with me?" Jessica as

I had zoned out again. I let out a sigh as I realized that this meeting wasn't going

pissed at me already that I didn't know what she

ap on this." I told her. "L

hought you would

you expecting me t

the point of having the meeting w

" I apologi

I know you wouldn't have been distracted and worried

would crucify me if she knew that I didn't exactly have

office. I watched as she did so, glad I could immerse myself in my thoughts without any distractions and think of ways to get Anabel to want me as much

om where she was. No sooner had I had the thought of thinking of Anabel that her call came through. I rolled my eye

ted as I raised t

end yet?" She asked, j

wondering why she wasn't tired of asking the

? I was going to introduce my girlfriend to her when I had on

argument of why I didn't have a girlfriend and why she h

get tired of it. I wished I could be bold enough to ignore her calls whenever she called since

She wouldn't stop calling until I picked up an

headache out of the way as fast as we could till the next time mum decided to give me anoth