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me. I wanted her to know

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was not believing in God,

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to wait on a confused s

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lost. I stopped the music

I could go back right now

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move, a wave?

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me we e

I could feel

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ll, I thought

I tried to, bu

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of the community and allie

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ble fo

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wait any longer. I promis

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we need rules

to love someone

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too scared to touch her,

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as her last try before s

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wouldn't answer. If you'

then how is t

she walked ou

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back, to fight for our lo

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