y; children were playing with their parents, and some couples were romanc

beside me was a child who was being singed by her parent. Sh

he mother !! Oh, everyone says that; I am

er truthfully. Everyone says that, but she isn't I am just ts so

anks, I tell her with a kind smile. She chuckled and said, "Wel

re such a kind soul, she commented from nowhere ."

er and gave her a reassuring smile. Quickly? What is th

to erase the awkwardness, her name is Malia !! Wow, that's cute. It fi

e said to me shyly. Aww !! You are so cute !! I com

ll, I tell her. "

ng a little excited, " Sure !!" I wi

r, " Malia !! What's your favourite food

she giggled. You look like the little princess that I saw

l-life princess, okay !? I ask he

incess !! She is my princess !

they had to leave. Okay!! I told her and gave Malia a small wave; It wa

nown her way long before: take care of that sweet pineapple. Ewww !! I

are not !! You are as beautiful as a lily flower," yay!! S

head, Bye! I tell the nanny. Oh, by the

replied and soon I saw them desc

day; I guess it's ti

er little doggy doll," I took it on the ground and promised

e making progress !!" I heard the

untless pounds; I could feel my heart beating through my ear

I refuse to be timid, I am brave, I can

!!? I found myself shaking and asking t

myself and swallowed the bitterness like

maybe Mom sees me differently because I am truly weak and can't fight my demons. But I swear over my mom's lov

car; I am not allowed to drive, but who cares !! " I wa

irl!!" I cheered up myself. I turned the radio on, switching

ment, but I just want to show them that I am a big girl and I can take

prepa

in; I didn't stop because I was on the road,

use my most important tool, which is my brain, to protect mys

gh in my car. I wanted to waste myself and pretend like

t the calm bef

terious voice inside my f

is easy for me to be trapped insid

he hell has just happ

e was inside my fucking head, I was fucking trapped, and it was all real;

le body froze a thousand times; I could feel my car losing contr

ybe n