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e of those moments, the kind that rewrites your story in the blink of an eye. But maybe it's not the grand gestures or dramatic declarations that redefine us. May
love that
s bet
hoes in my head, sharp and
ve. It's better
angled in each other's arms, whispering dreams into the dark, had meant
. Stupid. Desperate.
icked to the floor. "You don'
father, Alejandro! I ca
no 'us,'
t away. I just stood there - dumbfoun
ng that made me feel safe. My lover. My home. My future. The child ins
thless. Wealthy. Feared. And their golden boy didn't have room f
bag. A handful of clothes. A few pesos. A folded sonogram. And a worn phot
street corner felt like a threat.
ing. My belly had already begun to swell, a quiet declaration
then away. Some looked at me with pity. Others with judgme
goal: get away. Disappear. The Aguillas didn't tolerate loose ends, and I was the biggest m
ers and warm tea. She noticed the way my hands trembled, the way my voice wavered. I lied an
urt more t
ficial map - that my legs finally gave out. I collapsed outsi
face before anything else - Clara. Short, bro
that smelled like lavender and smoke, and led me to
ied harder than
weeks, someone sat beside
eated me like
d. She rubbed oil on my belly and hummed lullabies I couldn't understand. Sometimes,
all - she
up reaching for Alejandro in dreams. Still froze when I heard tires on gravel
I wasn't al
girl with city eyes and a swelling belly. But Clara was re
hang clothes the "right" way. How to scrub linens with river stones. How
knife near the b
illas didn't kn
e
ly once - if I wanted to
ges in silence, the
ft behind, niña... is
s sticky with
. "Then you bet
she meant then. But
w t
nning the hill behind the house until my legs gave out. Clara never said
hs p
grew. S
h names. Faces. I scribbled my fears in one corner and
How to stitch a wound. How to
y, eyes always watching
ew the past would
adn'
it w
o